hvn’t written any entry in this xanga for a long time lu…
if you wanna read my new xanga… (my honour!)
here it is! www.xanga.com/le_prinz
thanks

Bought myself a book as my journal. I hope I will write something in it, exhaust it, then keep it as one of my treasures in life. Hving found such an alternative, I think I will write less in xanga, which hs for long disgusted me. But I will continue to share with you guys stuffs I write in my journal when they are good enough. A million thanks.

I regret spending stage one (work) of my working holiday in Auckland.
I should hv spent it in Queenstown…
I m speechless standing in front of the lake as well as the snowcapped mountains surrounding it.
O M G.

MATES,
I think i have to clarify sth…
I AM FEELING SO GOOOOOOOOOOD
BETTER THAN EVER!!!
thx for everyone’s concern!!!
^.^

You are wide and deep,
but as quiet as the coldest, deepest
and bluest ocean,
you always drop your voice,
tarnishing your glamour.


And I
who don’t know how to tell lies,
irresistably, fall into your mind.

Let me be a butterfly,
if I am a piece of rough paper.
Let my heart be hard,
if I am a empty can.
Being wasted and buried by you,
I let you be satified, and myself be dismantled.
For you, the beauty in ruins blossoms.

Let me be a piece of litter,
lingering in you home.
In happiness my wound recovers.
Love is a piece of rubbish:
even though the remains rot,
ultimately, nourished by its nutrients,
the garden will be full of flowers.

Being abandoned
is not that frightening;
liking you, sometimes,
is more fearsome.
That I can’t miss you anymore
is nothing comparable to
being burnt in your hands.
There is no need to run for the terrifying perfection,
seeing that if we are overwhelmed with happiness,
we will not know how to deal with it.
Then why don’t us be cruel to ourselves?

In ashes, I am utterly digested.
From now on,
nothing can worry me,
for I have no worries anymore.

Rubbish

received a tremendously gd news last nite.
see you in hong kong u.
if ilin come back to study at kong u,
jiao ho la.
ILIN KAO, i miss you!

Common to all definitions is the attempt to mobilize entire populations in support of the state and a political or religious ideology, and the intolerance of activities which are not directed towards the goals of the state, such as involvement with labour unions, churches or political parties. Totalitarian regimes maintain themselves in political power by means of single-party state, secret police, propaganda disseminated through the state-controlled mass media, personality cult, regulation and restriction of free discussion and criticism, the use of mass surveillance, and widespread use of terror tactics (political purges and persecution of specific groups of people). (wikipedia)

i think china is totalitarian state.

caress you.